Tuesday, april 6th
Dear diary, today I met my husbands handmaid, I hate them all so much, why do they get to sleep with MY husband, I'm just as good as she is, I Am good enough to have a baby. Well this one seemed ok, it really got on my nerves how she called me ma'am though, am I really that old? I sat her down and told her the rules of my house, besides in my house I am powerless, so I made it very clear I am the one she resorts too. I told her I would be civil with her, but if she gives me trouble, I will give it back.I know I am going to hate seeing her everyday. I hope she and my husband hate eachother. I do not want to deal with him liking her. Oh no, what If he ends up liking her more then me? Ugh, I hate all of this. I want to be able to have sex with my husband, get pregnant, and be a mom and raise MY child. I wonder if I could be my husband and my husbands only handmaid, .... If only. Well now I must sleep, I hope that dream stays away tonight, I can't deal with more.
About Me
- Serena Joy - Emma Hailey
- My name is Serena Joy, i used to be on Chritian singing show, but now i am nothing, i stay at home and garden, i also knit.
How could you hate the haindmaid? shes great!
ReplyDeleteI hate the handmaids as well. They are having sex with OUR husbands. We should be able to have sex with our husbands and have a baby. It kills to sit by and watch this happen. 42
ReplyDeleteI am sorry that you feel so jealous of the handmaid, my dear. You know I love you, though, and that when the baby is born, it will be your baby.
ReplyDeleteI thought there were customs that made the handmaid just an extension of you?
ReplyDeleteBy holding the hands?
An Angel wouldn't know though.